Minutes with an agile mind

2011-02-16T01:47:00.001+08:00

Cheap Birkenstocks are never a dream anymore, check them out now! ;)

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2011-02-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Please come down to support me & my love! Venue will be at Home Club! 2PM-8PM, show some love.

How to get to Homeclub?

> Home Club is at 20 Upper Circular Road, B1-01/06, The Riverwalk.
> Nearest MRT: Clarke Quay and Raffles Place.
> From Clarke Quay MRT: Exit gantry, turn left. Go up to street level.
Go to Underpass behind Cheers. The Riverwalk is at the other end of the
underpass. Walk through the underpass, after which, Jumbo Restaurant
should be on your right. Continue walking straight along the river,
Home Club will be on your right.
> From Raffles Place MRT: Exit gantry turn right. Exit for UOB Plaza.
Walk along the rivers of Boat Quay, where the pub “Penny Black” is.
Go towards the underpass where (ex-)Coffee Bean is.
Pass through the underpass and it is Home Club on your left.

2011-01-11T01:10:00.004+08:00

Wanna get pretty clothings at cheap prices for CNY? Get your ass off to http://www.shopnakedtothebones.blogspot.com/ right away! Quote my name to enjoy 10% off from the total price!!! (Will end on the 31st January 2011) Hurry ladies!

Nothing but love for 4 days, 24 hours.

2010-12-22T22:25:00.012+08:00

Been busy with my days, handling with shits and everything that life could give. Then a sudden leak of luck arise, I managed to have a getaway with my little girl and her family, a simple yet so indescribable trip. It was more than a great advanced Christmas gift for me. I'm thankful for everything and i'm glad that it all had happened.

Dedication: Shit happens at time. But remember my words to you. We cant help but swallowed it all down to ourselves. At least we understand and learn aftermath. Everything has its pros and cons yes? Like i always told you. Well... I have been staying with you everyday ever since ... You know when?? HAHA It was so long ago that i cant remember it. Ok, shall try to push myself to blog more, i hope. Thats all for nowwzzzzz!!!~

Pretty please? Here here! Hiakhiak

2010-11-16T12:22:00.005+08:00

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I can watch you sleep all day long

2010-11-15T16:35:00.004+08:00

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I adore black colour. But i despise being kept in the dark

2010-11-13T22:18:00.006+08:00

No one befriend heartbreaker, thats why it keep hurting people. Late at night, no one could really control their own emotions. And shit always happen after losing it. After a few breaths, i would be so shock of what you had done or said. Apology wasnt enough anymore. I could do nothing but keep regretting. So i asked myself sometime, "Why bother doing it when i would regret afterwards". I cant find any words or actions to support myself. My grudges ate me up. Doing anything too much will attract problems. But not doing anything would be a problem too. It is just too hard to maintain a carefree life. I feel like giving up at time. I didnt, because i have my reasons to keep going. I hate downpours, i dislike ignorance, i want no sad faces.

You were the only one there for me when i am in my lowest point of life. You saw my tears, you know my reasons behind. Stay, your support meant everything to me.

Let's have a toast for the assholes

2010-11-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

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Million miles just to see your face

2010-11-09T01:51:00.008+08:00

Now i am home, i realise how empty i am being alone right here. You are far asleep over there, which i am very glad about. But i cannot help it but admit that i really hope that you were awake right now. My misses cannot be compress as much as last time. I have become weaker on handling my emotions. It run wild at night, and i have no idea how to stop it unless you are beside me. But nevermind, time will aid me and let me see you really soon. I need you.

My love

2010-11-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

The one and only. The miracle. The magic. The worth. The reason. The whys. The thoughts. The love.

Happy Anniversary my little girl.

Whutz?

2010-11-07T13:50:00.003+08:00

Day 8, "Your favorite internet friend". Its everyone, fo real. Those people that i have known through net. Most of them are great and really lovely. But there are a few assholes. Well, who in the world could maintain a wide connection without a few clowns right??? ^^

P/S: I think i am going to stop doing this... it is getting boring :( I am like forcing myself to "Fill in the blank". Hahahahhh

Back to 30 days letter entries

2010-11-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

Right right, i am at day 7, "Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend". Hmm... what exactly do you expect me to say much for this topic?? We all have our own past, be it good or bad, we still have it anyway. But we have the rights and will to erase or keep it. I have long gotten rid of those hurtful and pointless memories. We move along with time, time changes all of us. One day, we all need to step forward. No matter big or small, the effort still counts. I shall mark an end to this "emotional drama" i am pulling. Hehehehehh! Dont want to sound all emofuck yes.

P/S: I'm hungry :(

You/Your's = Everything matters to me

2010-11-05T04:55:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i notice your silence. Sometimes i notice your frowns. Sometimes i realise your unhappiness about life. It kills me, it numbs me, it made me go through hell. I knew, i know. I kept quiet because i dont want to trigger anything bad. So i waited for you to open your mouth. Until the day you finally let it out, i'll talk to you about everything that ive kept. All these while, it has been like that. Seeing you frown is the first thing on every lists that i dont wanna see. Ive told you this before, you should know. Always smile, because your smiles capture me.

iwillhugyoutosleeptonight ,

I want this everyday

2010-11-04T11:27:00.004+08:00

Sigh. I think im pretty much addicted to Mcdonald hotcakes :(((( Or it is just me being very greedy over foods??? I like everyday crave for it leh... Walao eh. Normal meh ;/ Haiya, hai shi suan le. Since its 11.29am right now, i cant make any order either. FML Sad life hor me.

The only one whom mean the world to me

2010-11-02T21:19:00.007+08:00

It was a addiction at first. But right now, it is nothing but a habit. I never once thought i could found someone like you. Neither do i feel that i deserve everything that youre giving me. I aint perfect, i dont have the best. It is a gift for me to experience every single things with you. So i know i will treasure everything really well. If you take a pause & look back. We've been through so much that it all feels so unrealistic. But the truth is, it is ALL a reality!

You like telling me what to do, and i love doing what you told me. Nothing between us feels like a burden, it is nothing but just joy. We gave up quite alot in order for us to come to this stage. But it all seems worth it. I have yet to regret even till this second, and neither would i ever going to.

If one day, in some ways i receive a hundred reasons to hate you. I will reply with a million reasons on how much i love you. Youre important to me. So you make sure you know to stay near. And for you, nothing to worry. Because im 24/7 for you without fail.

Sweetly addicted

P/S:

Never stop showing loves!

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2010-10-20T21:32:00.006+08:00

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Eating doritos

2010-10-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind (good or bad)
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person you wana tell everything but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

My mother taught me not to talk to strangers.

2010-10-05T09:28:00.005+08:00

Firm

Time, slow down a little. You're ticking fast.

2010-10-04T20:49:00.003+08:00

I'm still hunting for you. It's not over yet little boy.

2010-10-02T22:10:00.002+08:00

Enjoying life to the fullest

2010-10-01T01:42:00.006+08:00

Looking up at the moon, it makes me think of you

Every once i pause and think, i thought to myself, "Why? What? Which? How?" to many kind of questions i came across with. Sometimes i get stucked up hanging in mid-air, sometimes i get over it luckily. But being in this kind of mind-killing situation. There was you to keep me firm and clear. Not much words were needed. Not much actions were needed. Not much tasks were needed too. Frankly speaking, you standing there is way enough for me. I could go on looking at you all day long. & you know it well. So always stay near dear. Because, i will too.

P/S: Ok, right now i'm phoning with YOU. And you demanded me on this entry!! But nevermind. Since i was able to do it. Hehehehe. Okkkkk. Lets hit the sack! Kan ni ming tian!

2010-09-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

Gazes

2010-09-29T20:45:00.001+08:00

2010-09-28T20:16:00.009+08:00

2010-09-27T21:19:00.004+08:00

2010-09-24T23:33:00.006+08:00

Marked.

You know more than enough ways to make me happy or smile. And none other can do that better than you. Youve opened my heart and youve free my inner self. The me that even i, myself have seen it before. Ive found my life so, so much more enjoyable after you came. The boring, or stupid things i used to think became wonderful after doing it with you. It became fun, and it doesnt waste my time at all. Sometimes, there might be obstacles hindering us. And it might cause us to feel down, or even feel left out. But as long as we're connected, all these are nothing of a worries. We have so many similarities that it scares us. Its amazing i have to admit. Dont you think so too? I dont want to get frustrated missing you too much anymore. I dont want anymore gap that could drain my life. No matter what, my time will always be yours. Theres none to spare, theres none to share. You amazed me in anything you do, and anyway i seen.

I just cant get enough of you.

2010-09-23T23:07:00.004+08:00

Topic: 30 Letters

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind (good or bad)
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person you wana tell everything but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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'Jieyong'

Hi? Well i guess, things will get pretty awkward from here. But nevermind, i'll still continue on. Since my little girl wants me to. I dont know whether you'll be reading these or not, but its fine either way. So ya, im here telling you something which you would possibly NEVER be able to hear it from me casually in person. First thing to start off, Thank you. Second thing to follow, I'm sorry. And last thing to finish it up. I'm grateful.

Why im thankful? Because the two of you were always here when im having a problem with my cash flow, my studies, my life. Maybe not fully, but that little contribution were more than enough. Cause when im all alone hanging there, you two were there to lecture me to let me know that you guys still cares. I met and solved many difficulties in life because of you two. However, i felt your concerns too.

Sorry. Sorry for causing you pain at times. In the past, i wasnt mature enough. Shouting, rebelling like as if im guiltless still itches me till today. I regretted for all my actions. and i regretted for all my words. Believe me, if i were to get a chance to rewind things up. I'd never done anything that would cause all the pain. But whats done is done. Reality stays put. Times cant be rewind. I'll make it up. I will.

Im grateful. That ive matured soon enough and learnt from my mistakes. Thinking back at this moment, without you two, i dont even have the slightest idea where i would be right now. And im grateful for not giving up on me during those rebellion times. Im really grateful for everything you two have done for me behind my back. There're too much to list. So i'll keep it personal.

Forgive me, if i reacted very unreasonable at times. I apologise, if ive hurt you once or more. No matter what it is, i have no bad intention, not even once. Stay like how you are. Always be healthy. I'll work hard to give you a good life in future. Just this once, this special atmosphere. I love you two.

2010-09-23T15:45:00.003+08:00

Let me whisper to your ears the words you deserve.

2010-09-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

I cover up my eyes, so i need not see the reality.

2010-09-21T22:31:00.003+08:00

On a break

2010-09-20T11:51:00.014+08:00

Topic: 30 Letters

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind (good or bad)
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person you wana tell everything but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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'My crush, my life, and future'

It has been an unexpected event for the two of us. Knowing each other for more than a year or two. Staying quiet or just giving a casual greeting until the fated day hits. Its more than a merry go round, and even more than a ferris wheel. Its a blessing. A blessing which i thanked God for casting on me. I'd give up my times, my soul as a gratitude for this life that im given.

Things has never been the same again after she has come into my life. The struggles, the pain, the tears, the suffering, the overwhelming emotions. They were all put to a stop. And i have never felt them ever again. She has that amazing magic that always puts me to calm. And that adorable voices and faces that i always want more. I might be exaggerating, but she means everything to me.

Dedication-

Hi baby girl! I know you will be reading this sooner or later. So i'll just say something to you personally. Alright, we both hated the day for only having 24 hours. 3/4 of the times we would be resting, and after we're awake, we'd only be left with that few hours to spend with each other. And even if we did pull a all nighter. 24 hours just dont seem enough. Ive said some pretty crazy stuffs to you. Our present, our future. I will not say it out here, as its personal to us. And im pretty sure you know what im referring to. Fear nothing and pour your trusts onto it. You know me very well by now. Hurting you is NEVER my ability. Being together for this long now, it felt like only for a moment. Because when we're together, we made magic. You have my lifetime, so enjoy being spoiled and pamper by me. Every nights, every days, my mind is all about you. Im not sure whether isit an addiction, or im just crazily in love with you. Well i guess, its both? I dont think im being greedy ya!

Having you in my life is wonderful. And being able to see you means the everything to me. Thanks, for loving me.

2010-09-19T01:06:00.001+08:00

Topic: 30 Letters

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind (good or bad)
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person you wana tell everything but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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So ya, greeting. Im on a request from my dear little girl that i should do this '30 days letter' entries blogging. Well, it took me some times to agree and really do it. I still ended up agreeing to it. And since i always ran out of ideas to do a proper entry, i guess i should give it a shot!

'My best friend(s)' uh.. Something i wanna confess first, is that we all have many, countless friends all around. Different genders, different races, different religions. But deep down, you, yourself know very well who are that few number you can really open up your heart to. Ive always been a nosiy and reckless person. I do things first before i actually think of the consequences. I dare to admit, yes, even till now im still this way. But armed with maturity. And not many could actually understand my sentences or act along. Years passed, ive met these few amazing people who i can rely on. They might not always be there, but their concerns never fail.

We all have been through alot. And we know each other equally well. We named ourselves, the Elementz. It was meant to be funny & unique, and i guess we achieve that. Im not the kind that will speak high or praise my friends. Theres not a need for explaination, they understand. And thats enough. So ya, stay firm bitches. We will all meet up more frequently like how we always used to, soon.

2010-09-14T19:32:00.001+08:00

2010-09-13T11:55:00.002+08:00

It revolves

We preserve, we pursuit. We understand, we feel. We cry, we suffer. We ignore, we regret. We lust, we lost. We stop, we end. We lie, we hurt. Life is full of ups & downs. It is near impossible to ask for a carefree life. Because life is a bucket full of problems.

2010-09-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

2010-09-06T10:22:00.003+08:00

Hiatus

My poor privacy area, seem so dead. Bad bad. Alright i dont really care actually, working+standing for 4 days straight still feels very kick for me. Even though ive experience it number of times. Both my throat and legs are sore. Best or what? Hmm nevermind. Now i have enough time to chill all i want. Tell me that youre jealoused please? :P Ok, thats all.

kthxbyex

2010-08-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

Till that day...

2010-08-30T15:39:00.005+08:00

We.

2010-08-29T10:33:00.002+08:00

Things we said, we make it happen. That's us.

2010-08-19T23:52:00.005+08:00

Show some love & supports.

Right HERE!
(Any question, come to me.)

2010-08-18T22:12:00.001+08:00

Through rain or shine. I'll keep you safe right by my side.

2010-08-17T00:28:00.001+08:00

I've already made you my world.

2010-08-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

Acknowledged as the best. Far beyond the rest.

2010-08-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

It's our world, we make it spin.

2010-08-13T11:15:00.003+08:00

I'm a beast, you a pet.

2010-08-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

You keep the sunshine, save me the rain.

2010-08-11T13:06:00.006+08:00

Imma flip that finger middle and the index finger follow.

2010-08-10T23:30:00.008+08:00

Life іѕ a beach, I’m јυѕt playin’ іn thе sand.

2010-08-09T17:36:00.019+08:00

The 3rd month's, The 3 days and nights of unlimited fun

It was my first time feeling all these. A feeling that caught me off-guard and on-guard. Even if i were to put on a stance, i would still be wipe off completely. It has no figure, it gives no noises. It comes and stays like a ink. Some call it a scar, some call it a magical occurrence that could happen to a person. But i simply call it, Love.

A short dedication for you, precious. We've been through alot by now. Knowing each other for so long, and then finally giving each other a chance to express the feelings we kept. We held each other's hands and has never let go since then. We are the coincidence, we are the magic, we are the reality, we are the love. It keeps going on, but i never wanted a stop. I want it more, i want it all the times. Im born greedy, given a strong character. So i seek what i want. And never let go when i got it. I promised you a lifetime. And we'll.

Happy anniversary girl. It is our 3rd months. And im really glad that we spent it together throughout, side by side.

2010-08-01T22:15:00.007+08:00

Greeting, and signing off.

I cant find any inspiration to update anything or sort recently. But i hate to see my precious blog rotting away. Shit or what, tell me. Well perhaps its because im still the reallylazymaximum me. Or rather i just cant be bothered. (LOL) ..
KKK nevermind! I'll be back, really soon. Im pretty sure. Hmm, ya. Sure.

(?)

2010-07-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hey fag look! It's 1,234 at your face pow!

This is the reason,

2010-07-21T10:49:00.003+08:00

2010-07-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

Words wasnt needed. Because our love has outspoken everything.

2010-07-15T14:06:00.001+08:00

1111 for you?

2010-07-14T10:18:00.007+08:00

Hi. Dont worry, this is a full one.

Yes, been a whole lots of months since ive given my own blog a nice and full update. And im pretty sure that ive lost more than half of my readers yes? (Damn.. im sad.) Nevermind, from today onwards, i shall try to pull you all back!

All these while that ive been away, i was dealing with nothing but handling unneeded emotions rampage, school and work. Until lately, which is finally, i could bid farewell to those unnecessary feelings to deal with. It was a very big achievement to myself yknw?! Meow

Im proud to say that i pretty much love my life now. The one thats alway there for me, the family who give me their support, the people who alway care for me, the concerns i get from mutual friends. All these people around me, are the few strength that got me going. Ive fallen too much in the past. But now, im glad that i caught up with the world's pace.

Ive learnt to treasure harder, love harder, contribute harder, and devote harder. Because ive found the reason that deserve all of the above.

Kkkz, a pause for now. Think i did well enough. Hmm. I will keep ranting, no worries. Im gonna make sure i get back everything.

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2010-06-27T01:32:00.006+08:00

The girl with the starting letter, T.

2 months. Had been a full 2 months straight since i last updated any shit in this blog. Well, right now im being forced to post up a entry. So i'll just try with whatever i can rant with. Life has been going ups and downs for me as usual. Nothing really stays the same. But as long as we know how to treasure the surrounding people and things, i guess that will do. Ive learnt alot of stuff, gained alot of courage. Started to think better. I hope i can keep it up. Oh well, im really lazy to keep going on. I will just go easy on myself for now. Will do a full entry very soon.

Ive a new addiction, a new love, a new hair colour. Things seem to start afresh for me. Both mentally and physically. Im enjoying my life really, really much now. I will do whatever it takes to have everything stay like how they are. I ensure.

2010-04-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

Escape from reality

Do you once felt so annoyed, irritated by the surrounding noises going on at home? Like the nagging, the scolding and non-stop arguement whoever in your family have. Seriously, it is fucking killing me. Things really aint going out the best for me lately. So many things just clashed in. I really hope for some enlightenment. I dontknow who will be the one to give me, but i'll deeply appreciate it.

With the unavoided voices, oncoming stress and problems. I really dontknow how and what to do anymore.

If there is a way to exchange in getting rid of all these stress im facing. Almost up to anything, im willing.

2010-04-12T08:14:00.002+08:00

All of me, & all i get is half of you

I once told myself, if i were to ever start something to anything, i'll give it my best till i really lost the will and courages to continue on. Right from the start, im never counted the same as the typicals. Im taller than the average, ive been mistaken as a girl number of times, i scold vulgarities but i dont smoke like a public nuisance, i looked hard to get along but i love my surrounding people and could treat my dear one as everything. There're so much more i could fill in. But i dont find it a point to do so. I have my ways on doing things, i have my own thoughts, own reasons. And even if a third party tell me that it is pointless or ridiculous, fuck off. It is done through my own will.

My determination has alway been high. But i look at life with an despair pair of eyes. I dont know how long more i can keep up with the happening im handling in my life. But as long as im still standing, i'll preserve.

This ain't foolish, because i treasure it even till now.

2010-04-09T08:50:00.004+08:00

How i live

Human gets emotional whenever theyre deep in thoughts. Unless youre surrounded by friends or people, then you'll be distracted. If youre just alone by yourself, it'll be a free ticket to another dimension. When human gets emotional, they tend to cry, they tend to growl, they tend to shout in desperation. Because of the reason that cause them. It could be anything, it could be money, it could be career, it could be family, and not forgetting, it could be the special someone.

I don't have everyday, every night home cooked foods like normal family or you guys do. Take away foods had been my friend since i was a primary school kid. I once admire, and im still doing so, of people with a loving family that'd provide every meals and support you on, and a loving partner that'd be here with you regardless what kind of situation occur. Because when theyre in their most despair and in needs status, they have those smiles to pull them through. When i was young, i used to get really jealoused and wished long for this kind of happiness to befall on me. But now, i no longer care, nor longer even bother. Because i learnt to accept and endure. Everyone have their own different fate, do not try taking against fate. Because theyre mighty, way too mighty for humans. Accept it, rather than blaming yourself.

My life, only a special someone know everything about it. I don't brag my life story like an article to others. Because, i'm afraid i'll scare them away.

I have no rights to really inspire or motivate. Because i, myself, is too devoted.

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2010-04-08T09:04:00.006+08:00

The way i do

It takes years to let a man know or realise whose the one he could lean on, he could depend on, he could give up things for. And when a man took only a few period of times and tell you he's able to show you how much he loves you without any hesitation. Seriously.. it's not the time to put on your stubborn stance or your high pride. Times don't wait for anyone. And so do things, humans change along with times. When the period's gone, everything'll be gone.

Despite all that, there's still another kind of guys, which is the devoted ones. 3 words, 8 letters. Who can't say it? Seriously. Anyone, everyone could. But whose the one that really express it out from the bottom of their heart? Only by actions & facial expressions then you'll know. And not just because of the good looking looks the other party has. No pretty love will go well. Only true ones.

We all wished to have limitless freedom, able to fly around in our own wings. No bothers, no troubles, no nothing. At a point of time, there'll be a period where we all will experience this, & we'll have limitless fun, unstoppable laughters. But after some times pass, you'll know just how foolish all these thoughts brought you to. No matter what you do, what you think, a moment there, you wish to have your dearly loved one beside you smiling at you, tickling you, disturbing you, joking with you, laughing with you, holding hands with you, doing everything together with you.

This is how amazing love can give you. A memories that never dies. Do you know, it is engraved as your memories is because you truly treasure it? No human will want to keep anything that hurts them inside their brain. Each & everyone of us have a story, weird to unique ones. Some, maybe even more. Happy, sad, down, depress, despair. This is all a part of life. No one could change this. If only you have your reason to live, then you'll enjoy and fight on life to the fullest.

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