All of me, & all i get is half of you

I once told myself, if i were to ever start something to anything, i'll give it my best till i really lost the will and courages to continue on. Right from the start, im never counted the same as the typicals. Im taller than the average, ive been mistaken as a girl number of times, i scold vulgarities but i dont smoke like a public nuisance, i looked hard to get along but i love my surrounding people and could treat my dear one as everything. There're so much more i could fill in. But i dont find it a point to do so. I have my ways on doing things, i have my own thoughts, own reasons. And even if a third party tell me that it is pointless or ridiculous, fuck off. It is done through my own will.

My determination has alway been high. But i look at life with an despair pair of eyes. I dont know how long more i can keep up with the happening im handling in my life. But as long as im still standing, i'll preserve.

This ain't foolish, because i treasure it even till now.